blue forest dark of memory

I think I committed some kind of fraud.

I ordered a cheap shelf from Kmart to be delivered to my house as I need storage for my books and CDs. I sat here and I prayed: please, come to my house soon! But it took a long time.

Now, four days past the due date and it hadn't even moved across the country. I contacted Kmart first. "My shelf hasn't arrived! Here's all my information!" They, rightfully, processed it as lost in transit then gave me a refund. Then I contacted the courier. "My shelf hasn't arrived! Here's all my information!" They got it to me the next day, that is yesterday.

All according to keikaku...

Recently I walk and I walk... for hours and hours...

Yesterday it was 3 hours and 45 minutes. I walked 16.5 kilometers and it was amazing. It also entirely exhausting but I walked back far less damaged than the first time I did this route; in fact, the first time I did this route, I got the bus back home.

You might say, that isn't a bad addiction to have. I guess I agree with you in the end but I spend all day doing nothing just to get all my energy out during the night. I can't really sleep afterwards either, so it's not a sleep aid.

But God is it great to walk!

My trip outdoors was unsuccessful. No pandas in sight.

My body is really sore... However I decided it's better to have a sore body from working out than a sore body from my health issues and weak body. Whatever.

I couldn't sleep last night... I'm so tired...
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As expected,
it's a panda calendar. My collection continues to grow, relatively dangerously. I also got a panda tote bag to use at school.
Tomorrow I want to search the local thrift stores for even more pandas.

I've decided to start properly exercising every day. I got some app to give me shit to do each day, but the words "I installed an app" calling out of my mouth are disgusting lol.
I'm also doing shoulder exercises separately, and various stretches before bed, both for my posture.

I won't call any of this a new year's resolution. The plan is to set habits for my whole life... I just happened to start doing this in January lol

It is the year 2026. Despite everything, I'm still the same mouse as ever. This year I will enjoy new studies, new friends, and new Shinjuku Gewalt yuri in my imagination.

I was very happy with my artwork last year.
Hopefully this year will be just as nice for me! But I don't have much more to say.

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