blue forest dark of memory

The past few weeks have been complicated. I'm looking forward to the new year, and especially for tomorrow night, when the timer ticks over and suddenly...suddenly...the new year will have hit us all.

Us all here in Australia, anyway.

Well, today's slow and boring. My eyes are very tired. I need to practice staying up tonight too, else I fall asleep early for the New Year! That would be terrible.

I hope you all are well. The image has no relation. I've been mindlessly sketching today.

I just gave a cigarette to a homeless guy who told me all about electronics and cars. He's cool. I always mean to learn this stuff but I never do.

My brain has been destroyed by music.

I ate a traveler's pie and now I wonder to myself why I keep traveling so far for laptops.

This year was a big one; as will be next year, and the year after that. Every year is big, really.

I'm grateful for a lot of thinks. Thank God for mice,
pandas,
power lines,
love,
colours,
my girlfriend,
computers,
and most of all: music.

My grandmother is sick. I'm really worried for her.

I don't really know what else to say. I'm just worried is all. She's really old and frail.

The image has no relation.

My daily routine lately consists of waking up at 6AM, trying not to cry from how poor my sleep is, having tea in the morning and then retreating right back to my room.
I sit on my computer all day without doing anything, move to my bed to text people and similarly do nothing, then move back to my computer.
The only thing I do with much worth all day is constantly text my girlfriend, watching movies and playing games in the evening, but I fall asleep long before her thanks to the aforementioned poor sleep. It's not good of me.

On a good day I'll apply for jobs and go on a walk. I have not spent time with my friends in a long while due to various circumstances. Until study starts in January, I'm stuck in place. My entire life so far seems to consist of waiting for things to happen.

At least I'm doing something for Christmas!

The image has no relation. Thanks for everything, Maya.