I feel like a ghost

Just a summary. It’s boring. For the entirety of today I seriously felt like a ghost.

I spent all morning before leaving basically off the Internet (a hard feat). I burned a bootleg CD and listened to it. I drew quite a bit. I went out today. I made the trek to my university (actually a long way from where I live) all to pick up my shiny new ID card with my name and student number on it and the shitty selfie I took because I didn’t know it didn’t need to be passport-style.

I read Dogra Magra (I’m obsessed with it) on the bus. I listened to my iPod. I bought new stationery and some stickers and some pocky. It was really nice.

But I don’t really feel anything?

It’s probably depression or something. I’ve had phases like this before. But I’m seriously emotionless even when I have something like emotion in me, or something like that. I’m really tired. I felt like a mindless phantom wandering around.

I was going to drop into the internet cafe but I really didn’t feel up to it… sigh.

I messaged a few people. I listened to some new music recommended to me by my friend when I got home. I liked it! I still need to listen to the third album he sent me… I’ve forwarded the ones I listened to to another friend of mine, though. They seem up her alley!

Unfortunately I missed my online classes this evening because my whole body started hurting and I completely forgot about my obligations… it’s fine. It was just introduction stuff and the modules were easy.

I didn’t write anything in my journal. I sent an E-mail. I only drew one thing. I’m generally tired.

I don’t have anything else to report. Hoping things are better tomorrow…>_<…